I have failed at being a non-smoker, and so unhappy with myself. After 14 weeks of success and not giving in to it, something happened this weekend and I have started again *wrist slap needed*!!!!
I smoked a full packet of 20 over the course of the day and felt very ill, but it didn't stop me lighting up this morning and starting again... It is so very difficult!!! How do people do it, and keep it up???
But this is my last packet....
Tomorrow I will be a non-smoker again!!!
I will not let this beat me!!!
